God why CANT I DRAW UMGG

I wish I had creative talent SOOOO bad!!!! >XOOOO FUCK!!!! I'm trying like so freaking 'effing friggen' hard trying to put all these fucking idea's I like have in my mind onto paper and nothings coming out. I SUCK!! Also last year I had THE stupidest class ever. It's called some stupid shit like 'Medieval Civilizations' or something. Which, I'm like dude why do I need to do this I'm trying to learn about fucking physics but whatever... I finally have some free time to spend on MYSELF and I can't even do that becuz I'm like the least mf'ing creative person ever in the fucking world... GRAHHHFHFHBJEBJI Lol ok no it's whatever I'm fine now. Wow that rant abt class didn't even have anything to with the other thing. But I'm kinda just mad cuz I'm halfway through this degree and yk I'm happy with it and it's fine but also? Idk. I actually literally have no idea what I'm getting at, just kindaa..... ramblinnnnn'. Wow no wonder I can't draw wtf XD dude I can't even write rn. Must be mah lack of ritalin. No it definitely is that I'm like watching myself just type type type away just putting bullshit on the screen XD omg I'm actually LOL'ing this is so stupid. Do u evar feel like that? Like you are just kinda observing yourself doing something? That's how I feel rn, but I am also hella tired so maybz I should just go 2 bed... ever thought about that Ellis? Yes, in fact I did, because I just thought about it. How about them applesssssszzzzsss omg actually stop me from writing ROFL. Do u guys wanna see what kinda monstrosity I drew? If yes pls hmu on any facebook or e-mail. e-mail is probably easiest. I'm also on myspace but I don't rlly use that anymore lol. My e-mail is prob just somehwere on this page but I'll put it here just so you can hit me up, I'm so nice aren't I? Ok it's uhmmmm.... cooperDooper@hotmail.com like superduper but it's me XD DONT JUDGE ME!!!! ok baiii

20 juli 2008