My friends

My friends love buying retarded environment-destroying bullshit and I can't say shit about it because that just makes me sound like a gigantic cynical asshole. I'm not self censoring, we're all adults here. They're well aware that they're buying actual bullshit so it's more of a 'let people enjoy things' kind of thing, but I can't help but genuinely wonder why. Why do you want a butter squishy? "Because it's fun and I like playing with squishy's." I don't want to hurt their feelings by relentlessly shitting on the absolutely moronic bullshit they love to buy, because we don't really have that kind of dynamic so it would, once again, just make me look like a gigantic dick. That's like my main gripe I think: the fact that I feel compelled to rant every time we set foot in a miniso, but am keeping myself from doing that in an effort not to offend my friends. I'm not insinuating that they're snowflakes by the way. I'd probably also be offended if they'd start complaining whenever I drag them to phone repair stores. Except I'm of course not buying stim toys for retarded babies.

I just think it's embarrassing ok?!!! I think it's embarrassing for adult women to want to buy consumerist landfill trash. I think it's insanely cringe and embarrassing and I feel like I'm above it! In fact I'm such a fucking hipster that I cringe whenever my friends use contemporary slang or buzzwords. Oh my god I'm such a conceited fag lol. The reason why I'm incapable of admitting this to them is because I truly do love and respect my friends and I don't look down on them. I think they're all very smart and whenever they do shit that makes me cringe -- and it's not like they never think negatively of me so what the fuck am I worried about -- I'm scared that it means that I might actually look down on my friends; something I don't do or want to do. I don't want to think negatively of them, because I don't like upsetting my friends and I feel like even thinking about something that could upset them might make them upset :\\\ BLEH.

30 juli 2026/p>